What the fuck are you doing?

"Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves"

-Henry David Thoreau

This city hates me. So many things went wrong yesterday (but then again so many things went right). I got yelled at by so many people because I was lost or confused! The line for my ID the guy yelled at me. I couldn't get my subway card to work and i kept holding people up and finally this guy yells at me "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!?" to which I can only yell back "I DONT KNOW!!!!!" . Finally, someone helped me get through. The day just kept going like that- everything I tried failed miserably the first time around. However, things turned around. We went to meet my sister-in-law and her best friend for dinner near willamsburg at this place called sweetwater and well we kicked off our trip in style- with a pitcher of mojitos! I also spent a good portion of today trying to find a poetry book- not sure why- but I'm going to be reading a poem a night. Took me forever to find something I considered worth readings...